Notorious

I have been chasing this dream......

...ok more like walking and taking stops along this weird path I have journeyed. I am notoriously unmotivated in spurts. Yet I'm incredibly fired up at the most recent degree of annoyance. My job doesn't really push me to that point. It's jobs period. I find it hard to get up and clock in. I feel like the guy in 'Wanted'. I just want to jump up and yell the F word and walk! But then my inner enemy would just slowly walk me down. I would soon return to the old mundane life. That's just me. but Iv'e had circumstances that have forced me to get off my duff and produce. To the point of where I've been afforded internet access and give no choice but to write. Hence, the logo: Indigo Press lives. I just want to write. I think we all are given the internal fire to chase our dreams. What motivates you? What will inspire that change? I had suffered setbacks probably most if not all of 2009. But I still feel as if I am on the brink of greatness. Self determined greatness defined by being able to do what is calling me internally: write. What makes you tick? What inspires you? Find that fire, as I struggle through the muck and mud that is my ever-notorious enemy: me.